“If Only You Knew!”

As I flung myself across my bed last week and cried my eyes out, I had no idea that in less than 48 hours I would be giving thanks for the very same thing I was crying about.  God really does have jokes!  The problem is, we don’t always find them to be funny when they are coming at us left and right.  I spend a lot of time encouraging people to keep the faith, don’t panic, look for the message in the mess, etc.  You name it, I have said it in so many ways, but we all have a breaking point.  I literally cried until I could not breathe.  Why am I telling you this?  Because somebody out there needs to know that they are human.  They need to know that it’s okay to have emotions and not pretend to be tough all the time.  Even the motivator needs motivating.  The best dressed person in the room is going through something although they may not look like it.  We all cover up when we have to.  Only our closest confidants know what we really go through.  And that’s okay.  Everybody’s business is nobody’s business.  If you only knew!